A Piece of Mind

welcome to real life!!
where sh*t happens … a lot!!!

huehehe judul di atas hampir jadi ‘wise words of the day’ kmaren
kejadiannya pas kumpul2 ama para planeswalker yg laen n kita play together gt
trus salah satu dr kita bilang "aduuuh salah, reekk!! kok isa gitu??"
intinya he miss-calculated something yg seharusnya tidak terjadi …
ummm something seperti habis meng-cast "armagedon" plus sudah nyimpen sejumlah land ditangan tapi pada akhirnya musuh land-nya lebih lancar ….

well it reminds me about something that happened in my life lately ..
aku nyeletuk aj "welcome to real life, bro!!"
trus si Guntur nambahin "yeah! Sh*t happens!!"
si andi pencenk akhirnya nyelesain "a lot…"

entahlah, rasanya makin tua n dewasa, kita akan makin sadar betapa ’sh*tty’ nya dunia yg kita tinggali ini
it’s already too corrupted, befouled, full of lies and many other ’sh*tty’ things in it…

ga sdikit yang kecewa … ga sdikit yang jadi putus asa … dan ga sdikit yang berubah jadi skeptis…
yang aku lihat adalah dunia seakan membentuk manusia menjadi pribadi yang :
- cuek [asal gak nyenggol gw ya... asik2 aja]
- egois [coz everybody does....]
- tidak percaya pada org lain [karena manusia sering kali mengecewakan]
- tidak percaya akan cinta [coz love's just too sweet to be true]
- tidak percaya akan Tuhan [coz mostly we just don't understand why He let all these sh*tty things happened]

so, if you read this and say that ‘i’m not one of those people’.. you should be gratefull

i thank God coz i’ve just through something ‘bad’ and it WAS disappointed me
and though things are still ’sh*tty’ around but i know i’ve become a better man
i’ve learned my lesson … again
and i know what this sh*tty world need is not another skeptical person..
but someone who still belive and can make other people believe that love does .. exist…

di bawah ini adalah kutipan dari pak Francis dari Asisi :
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Tuhan, jadikanlah saya alat dalam damai-Mu;
Di mana ada kebencian, izinkan saya menabur kasih;
Di mana ada luka, pengampunan
Di mana ada keraguan, iman
Di mana ada keputusasaan, pengharapan
Di mana ada kegelapan, terang
Dan di mana ada kesedihan, sukacita
Oh Tuhan yang Ilahi, anugerahkan kepada saya agar saya tidak terlalu mencari
Untuk dihibur sebagaimana saya menghibur;
Untuk dipahami sebagaimana saya memahami;
Untuk dikasihi sebagaimana saya mengasihi.
Karena sesungguhnya dalam memberi kita menerima;
Adalah dalam mengampuni kita diampuni,
Dan adalah dalam keadaan sekarat kita dilahirkan kepada kehidupan kekal.
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PS : i think, this is one of God’s words about this : (Roma 8 : 28 - 39)

"you can be as sh*tty as this place or we can start to make this sh*tty place a better place…*

-stef-

sanctuary: a shelter from danger or hardship / a place of refuge or asylum life

can be stormy sometimes..

i’m so confused,frightened, feeling so insecure…

this past whole week, i’ve been trying to clear up my mind but actually, i know, maybe i’m just trying to run away from my problems

but, yes.., i do need a place to run to somewhere where i can feel safe and comforted

i need to find my sanctuary…

where is it? where is my sanctuary?

i tried to contact my friends.. i did things i like and fond of… they did help… but they are not my sanctuary…

"try to find Him..He is my sanctuary." said a friend to me..

i’ve forgotten that i have Him.. Jesus…

all this storm, darkened sky and tidal waves around me have made me forget that i’m never alone

He, who never fails me…

He is my sanctuary..

He didn’t say "i’ll stop the storm" or "i’ll clear up the sky for you" or "i’ll command the sea of your life to calm down"

but He said "I’m here with you.. you’re not alone"

"We’ll make it through this storm."

"i promise u’ll see the blue sky again"

"and this tidal waves will never bring ur ship down"

He is my sanctuary…

for the past five years, since i know Him,

He never fails me and i know, His helping hands was never late

i will regain my strength and i’ll keep on going

i’ll make it through this complicated storm

for nothing is impossible for Him

"sometimes, when everything goes too complicated and you don’t know what to hold on to. try to hold something small, simple but yet powerfull: faith"

Mattew 17 : 20

GBU ^_^

-stef-

hohoho abis nonton silent hill (bukit nan sunyi) neh ^_^
umm overall bagus sih…
rada2 ‘ga jelas’ ceritanya sih…
seolah-olah ada dua dunia…. tapi yah mungkin interpretasi tiap2 org akan berbeda…

tapi yah …. bwat yg suka film horor, bau2 mistik gak jelas,
ato yg suka nuansa2 berdarah-darah + aga sadis + aga nggilani….
pasti doyan nih pilem…
hati2 bwat yg gampang takut… pasti bnyk tutup mata n teriak2nya
huehehehe ^o^

anyway perasaan tense(tegang) ama misterinya kerasa bgt kok dr awal sampe akhir film
cuma dari segi cerita aja mungkin klo buat aku kurang pas
soalnya ga hepi ending…
bukan sad ending seh, tapi gak hepi ending yg pasti

masih termasuk nice movie ^_^
aku kasi nilai… 7,5