the show must go on
sometimes it’s funny if we found someone who just can’t go on with their life..
well it’s true that our past is one of the most important factor that make us what we are now
but to life in the past,hiding behind the shadow of our past or even to dream about our past…
is a lil’ bit meaningless…
i used to do those things though -_-;;; *duuh!*
within these last two months, many things happened.. they happened so fast!
and in the end everything didn’t work as i thought or i dreamed…
but it’s OK!
i’ve done what i could..
i’ve told what’s in my heart…
i’ve given what’s the best from me…
but still.. it wasn’t enough -_-
disappointed? a lil’ bit i guess! but hey, living in painfull reality is much better than to live in a beautifull dream
i thank God for this … ehmm small-memorable-event in my life. ^^
at least she had made me to belive again in something that i thought was never real
a feeling that i never felt before, a dream that i believed was never exist
and i will never be the same ^_^
the show must go on, dude!
another chapter of my life must be written
and me, as the main character *ehem*, must survive that last chapter’s ‘failure’
anyway….
"we will never be able to change what we were
but there’s always a chance to change what we will be"
-stef-
June 22nd, 2006 at 9:40 am
pon tadi aku nonton cars, ada kata2ne seng menarik, waktu bukan ditepati tapi untuk dinikmati, aku rasa ada benernya juga. kita jgn melulu selalu tergantung pada dateline, harus selesai besok, harus wes isa kayak gini lusa, harus wes punya pacar lusa, enjoy in ae waktu ini, malah menurutku gak bakal stress and sesuatu yg kamu impikan bakal selesai tepat waktu, tapi bukane aku ngajak molor ngono, akh gak digarap saiki gpp to ono waktu lusa. duduk’e ngono. tau dw lah!!! Okay!! be a right man in a right place ok! ^___^